oh my gosh i need a life.
i need to actually go out for once with other people
i need to stop saying that i want to hang out with people and not actually doing anything about it.
i think i’ll take a break from this website for a while (i say that and then you’ll probably find me right back here again tomorrow, but these are baby steps)
i have just been struck with this realization that everyone else is having way more fun than i am in life. even if i find myself having a lot of fun in one moment, it’s always me alone with nobody else, or just with my family
i’d like to change that somehow.
sorry that this post is so angsty and vague, but my life needs to change and taking a tumblr hiatus might help that.